Lature's Place

I feel this way and I never want to again and you know what its the last I want to mention it once I get it out. 

 

Whenever I put myself out there I take a chance on getting hurt.  Never expecting that I may be the one doing the hurting and yet inevidibly that is always the way it seems to come off.  Even when I go out of my way to do no harm the result always comes back to me.  I call this me being responsible for everything that happens to me.  All I know is that I am hurting and the one person I would like be with doesn't seem to care right now and that hurts all the more so I will just have to keep myself busy from now on before something else falls apart.  I miss you.

I was recently reminded that when I have a problem with anything or anyone the most important thing for me to remember is that I HAVE A PROBLEM which means that I have something to work on.  When I take action which is usually in the form of changing my attitude about a thing, situation or person I find that the problem is either of my own making because of my perspective or simply put it was never really a problem just something I needed to take care of.  It is only when I stop focusing on extenal matters that I find solutions to my inner turmoil and life falls right back into place.  I guess the simple way of saying is if I have a problem then in turn I have the solution I just need clarity to see it.

Life is a funny thing...It seems that all we have to do is live life correctly and everything is going to be just right.  The curve ball is other people.  No matter how well we do there is always someone or something that is not exactly as the rules(whatever they are) say they should be.  People and therefore the rules are always changing and I am not sure thats fair.  I guess what goes around comes around right. I am not now nor have I ever been perfect.  The thing is today I am living a better life than I ever have before and I thought I was surrounding myself with, well better people and I have.  I just don't always understand that no matter how well it goes life happens and that is what I need to remember.  I also need to remember that karma is a bad boy and that no matter what I have already set up my karmic account and now I have to pay it.  Sorry for not being specific but I won't hurt those I love anymore if I can help it and they would be hurt so deal with it and pray for us all we need it.  God Bless

I find this life is sometimes more and less than I would like it to be.  So I just remember that it's not really about me.  It's about us and how effectively we take the time actually help someone else be better without looking for whats in it for me.  I feel better, when I can stick to my guns, and don't get bogged down in the mired thinking that causes me pain when outcomes are not to my liking.  If only my level of spirituality consistently matched my aspirations.

The more I live the more I find its the little things that count.  The fights you choose not to have because whats the point.  The smile your children give you because they know they've just done something wrong and they don't want you to get mad.  The kisses you give to your spouse even when you don't feel like being lovey dovey.  The thank yous that come naturally.  Walks alone thinking about whats important in life.  Taking the time to say hello with a smile because thats how you want people to greet you and who knows it may make someones day.  Finding your way through the madness of the day by helping someone else find their way. 

I wish life were more simplistic but that is just not how my life is so I work to find ways to keep things simple and I know for a fact that I need all the help I can get. 

 

What about you?

My daughter just graduated from High School and is on to college in the fall.  Man it felt good to be a part of that and I can't wait for the rest of God's blessings to show up.  Life is good and I have to be better....blessings

I guess it is sometimes hard to remember that I only do what I want to do and this is a simple rule we all live by.  I mean even when I am doing something because its my only choice it really depends on my ability to distinguish between pain I will bear and pain I can.  Put a gun to anyones head and they will still only do what they want.  I assume principles have something to do with it.  Whats this all about?  I keep finding myself not happy with the way others act in accordance with how I would have things be and then I remind myself that I can only be happy when I accept the happiness of others and try to share my own and not force the issue.  I am learning so bless you all and pray for whateva.

There is always more to what we think we know than we actually know.  I understand that I have so much to learn and not enough time to learn it.  So just like the rest I will do my best.....Bless you all and Pray for us

I underestimate the level of bull in the world.  You would think that with oil being the top story in this part of the world that any reporter worth their salt would be interested in ways to save money on gasoline.  Well I am finding out that even in this climate politics is the key to getting things done so I will have to play a game I really have tried most of my life to avoid.  I can only win once I have figured out all the rules and I know the rules are always changing so once again

 

 

Pray for me and bless you all

Well it looks like Howard Ain has found a way to test the mpg-caps and this is good.  I am looking forward to seeing what someone who does not know me and does really want to see it work has to say about this product.  I guess you can say that I have invested in it and I am looking for a return.  Positive or negative I want to know.  I truly hope I have been helping people and I believe from my results and the response of those who have purchased this product and others from me that this is the real deal.  Again blessings to you all and Pray is powerful but you have to listen for the answer.

Well I bought a new car and even though the rating on it is 24mpg city and 34 mpg highway I am getting around 40mpg driving a mix of highway and city.  The mpg-cap is amazing and I will really enjoy hearing the response of our local investigative reporter Howard Ain.  I met with him briefly yesterday so that he could purchase them for his trial.  I can't wait to find out his results.  Blessings to all.

Well I have been busy and that is a blessing.  My son was born on the 28th of February and we named him Cohen Roosevelt.  Sales have improved and still not one dissatisfied customer.  All are saving more than the minumum 30 to 60 cents a gallon and with the price of gasoline going ever higher I am making a lot of new friends.  I have quit my third job, down to two, mostly because I want to spend more time with my new bambino and the rest of the family.  I am blessed beyond compare and am looking for some new friends to share those blessings with. Are you one?

Well another beautiful  day and once again I am work seeing clients...signed up a couple more retail customers with promises from both of them to join as distributors...woohoo.  Business is good and getting better.  The thing I like about this is there is no ceiling and the prospects just keep making themselves known.  My spirituality is in check and even though I have work to do on my relationship everything else if right as rain...blessings to all

I am love with a woman who sometimes takes places I would rather not go.  So my hope is that I am loved by a woman who goes places with me she would sometimes rather not go.  The alternative is to be hated by the woman I love and I fear that may be the case one day.  I only know that I am here to offer what I can and if it is enough then it is simply enough until more is needed.  Thats it, thats all

Well its been another good day for  busy...have registered my first commission and although its not in the five figure range it is what I hope to be the start of something good.  My girlfriend, she's 8 months pregnant with a two year old, is doing well and I really hope we can get married.  Overall, God is blessing and I am accepting from there only time will tell.  To all be well and blessings

Live and let live...I just want to have fun without anyone telling I am wrong for what I believe.  If I am not hurting anyone and not doing any harm to myself then what is the problem.  It seems someone out there is always finding a reason to be unhappy....I just feel I need to be actively working for happiness and the rest will take care of itself if I do this.  I don't mind helping someone that needs it and at the same time we all have the same oppurtunity to decide to make the best out of whatever situation we find ourselves in.  Choice is what its all about and I choose to be happy and to work for happiness.